“What is written without effort is in general read without pleasure.” – Samuel Johnson
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“I keep practicing saying goodbye to you.”
Jul 28th
I’m better than you. I’m happier than you. I’m more determined than you. I’ve known you for so long but your true character revealed itself to me. You’re a coward. You have no confidence. You have no discipline. You have no work ethic. You don’t take responsibility for your actions. It’s always someone elses fault.
You’re pathetic. You don’t even deserve me to say goodbye to you.
More Late Night Thoughts
Jul 13th
It’s 3:30 a.m. and I’m watching Hitch. I just finished a poker session, which went terrible. I don’t know what’s distracting me. It’s as if the balance I’m so accustomed to is hurting me. My work performance is fine I believe, but my emotions, which have been bottled up for so long are coming out and I can’t plug it back. It’s like the things I’ve worked hard to move forward from are starting to come back and haunt me. I’m looking back at the past and some parts of it, I can find a way to talk about it. Others I have no connection. It’s not just one conflict that I am dealing with.
I feel that I’m falling into this sinkhole and I can’t find footing. It’s this cycle and I just want to smash it. I really do.
Fine isn’t good enough anymore. I must do what I need to do.
Modern Warfare 2
Jan 5th
An addicting game
So I’m addicted to the video game Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2. I want to play it whenever I can and with people who are actually good, so I can watch them and pick up the tips on how to become a better MW2 player.
I play with people so much more better than and me and it’s not going to get easier. My level is more out of playing so gosh darn much, rather than actual ability. I need to find a way to improve fast and quickly.
There are certain levels where I’m good at, but it just feels like I’m getting worse. Then again I don’t play consistent enough for me to become an elite level player. I guess I’ll keep working on having better reactions and stuff and aiming properly.
But until then, you can guarantee that I’ll run around the stage, hopefully killing people and in the mean time shooting down choppers, harriers and other air to ground tactics. I guess that’s my role.
Special Thanks…
Nov 27th
So I just wanted to put this up at 11 p.m. PST, since I am in Las Vegas, spending Thanksgiving thank you blog.
But first what I’m thankful for:
- My health — I’m alive.
- My friends — They’re a support system
- My family — See above
- My bosses — Always seem to work out for me
- My teachers — Always willing to bend my arm awkwardly to understand the message.
- MMA — The Sport that is my personal favorite
- A job — We’re in a recession duh!
- You — For reading
I have attached a video blog to this post for everyone. I know I forgot a few people, and for that I truly do apologize because it’s hard trying to thank the so many people in my life without forgetting one or two of you. If I did, sorry again. I’ll catch ya next time.
I’ll be updating again soon.
But until then. Enjoy the break. Peace.